Your Daily Focus: Nick-of-Time

Posted by on Sep 22, 2011 in Quotes / Daily Focus | 0 comments

It ALL happens just in the nick of time.

Some of you may know I’ve been sick with varying intensity the last eight days. I’ve been “battling” gallstones. I got worse, better, worse, better, and then suddenly at 2 a.m. yesterday I got really, really worse.

In getting really, really worse the message finally got through to me.

I believe there is an emotional cause under the symptoms of every disease. For me, under the abdominal pain and nausea of the gallstones, the emotional cause was bitterness. I have some people in my life I felt I had to protect myself from, as I could feel them “bowl over me” and not see me. I felt that I needed to separate from their energy.

Ultimately, it was not their behavior that was the issue for me but MY reaction to them that was creating the damage. I realize now I had pulled myself away from the “real me” with these interactions over the last six months, and these are people I love!

I realize now that it was all about me, and that the work to be done… the change or shift… is my journey. I have begun that journey.

I’ll let you know how it goes. And I’ll let you know how it goes personally with my adventure back into mainstream medical care.

I always say, “If you need to learn something and you don’t seem to be getting the message… don’t worry, it’ll get worse.” Who knows what the next “worse” would have been had I not received this message.

Thankfully, it got really, really worse for me just in the nick of time.

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